josh just took the kids to meet up with grace for a couple days...and then josh and i will have a couple days here ...
it is so needed and will be wonderful but both of us were sad to think of being without our kids...
it is so strange...and i know this is something that may or may not sort out in my heart in time...
i love those munchkins so much...past taking care of myself, past even feeling the desire to do so
and yet i know of course i need to take care of myself in order to take care of them..and to be around for them!
and in many ways i do...but in others i am just super lacking.
believe it or not, i thrive on time alone...just a little bit...to read, pray, walk....i am not a huge nap taker thoughh i am sure that would be beneficial...but rest for me comes from quiet time...in my own world...whether working on a project or just sitting nestled by the fire...
anyway, i am looking forward to these couple days but like i said, i am missing them already!